25 years old

25 years old..

Having a loving family..

Having a bunch of jimuis who accepts just the way you are..

Found a love that you would want to live the rest of your life with him..

Worked for almost a year and trying hard to build my career despite feeling plateauing..

25years old..

The age where you start to realise the growing white hair of your mummy..

The age where you became the aunt of your siblings sons and daughters..

The age where you talked with your jimuis what you wanted to do in life yet no conclusion but keep being lost in the end..

The age of wanting to settle down with your loved ones yet you start feeling afraid of settling down.. Afraid of being like any other people to settle down, get married and have children and focusing everything to the children and that's the end of life..

The age of wanting to build your career yet you don't spend time and energy and brain cells with the excuse of no money to build knowledge in career.. 

The age of spending time and energy and money into shopping, coffee, food, singing k, sleeping and some sport activities that you claimed to relax yourself from the busy lifestyle..

The age of you just wish you can travel everywhere, experience life in other countries, get your master and PhD done..

So much dreams that you wanna chase after yet you don't know where and how and when to begin it..

To the 25 years old me..

Please treat and love yourself better..

Time to move on from being lost..

Time to find yourself..

Time to think and move forward to your dreams..

You only live once..